I’m a person with many mistakes and I don’t say this with self-pity.

My mistakes – my responsibilities.

I can’t ignore that some individuals are capable of pure evil, and seem to only seek harm.

Circumstances or experiences can lead anyone, including me, to change in ways we never expect.

Wahai Tuhan Yang Maha Tinggi Maha Bijaksana, Engkau kurniakanlah aku dan keluargaku hikmah serta masukkanlah kami ke dalam golongan orang-orang yang soleh.

Today marks the 1st of Rajab 1446H, and I feel a mix of sadness and happiness. It reminds me of how fleeting time is and the responsibility to prepare spiritually for Ramadan.

This year, I also say goodbye to 2024 – a year filled with challenges. Despite these, I hope they have strengthened me and shaped me for the better.

Rajab offers hope and renewal – a time to realign my focus. I pray Allah eases my and my family’s affairs and allows me and my family to witness Ramadan.

Sure, there are moments when I wonder what it would be like to reach for more.

I just bought a new journal from Mossery and am excited to use it for the year 2025. It has an inspiration section where I can keep track of things like places that motivate me.

I like how it encourages reflection at the end of each month, helping me learn and improve. I hope this journal will keep me consistent throughout 2025.

Saturday is a perfect day to take a break from the routine, step out, and explore the world at a slower pace. Honestly, I wish every day could be Saturday.

Lately, I’ve been reflecting on the need for balance in my life. I’ve spent so much caught up in work and my responsibilities that I’ve neglected my physical and mental well-being. Yesterday, I took a break to attend a gathering. I enjoyed being present in the moment.

Today. I received a message from a symposium committee saying they couldn’t accept my submission anymore. While I do take responsibility for not submitting it on time, I also realised that it’s okay. I’m exhausted – and that’s perfectly fine.

I want to focus more on taking care of myself, relaxing, getting rest, and prioritising my physical health. Small steps are enough. As long as I’m moving forward, even slowly, I’m okay with it.

Dear Zafira,

In life, we deserve to feel safe, supported, and valued. Walking away from ‘certain’ situations is not just an act of self-preservation; it’s a declaration that you value yourself enough to seek the harmony you deserve. Remember Zafira, you have the right to cultivate a life that nurtures your well-being.